Thursday, August 23, 2012

Letter to my little man on his 2nd bday

Rylan,
My precious first born...you are about to turn 2. I can't believe how fast you have grown into such a smart and able toddler. And yet, when I think about how much a part of us you are and how well we know you and you know us it seems like much longer than just 2 years.
Rylan, you are always amazing me. You are so smart and perceptive...you pick up anything and everything. Each new step you face you conquer pretty effortlessly and easily. And you are so sweet. Don't get me wrong...you have your defiant moments that drive me crazy sometimes, but there is such a sweetness and gentleness about you. I see it the most when you're around other kids...you observe them and slowly begin to interact with them. You seem happy to be invited to play, yet content if no invitation is given. I pray you continue to know the blessing of being content in all circumstances (I know that's a stretch for 2 years old though haha). And you are so sweet and gentle with your little brother. Always kissing him and wanting to hold him. You haven't had any reservations on inviting him into our family. You seem to care for him in your affection and wanting him to be a part of things sometimes. 
Some of my favorite times with you lately are in the mornings when I get you out of the crib and you snuggle with me for a few minutes before we start our day and at night when we read together. I love how excited you get about reading the same book over and over and how you emphasize your favorite parts of each one. 
I love how you put a little bit of a lisp on certain words, "nuts," "Pops." And I love to hear you say some of your favorite phrases: "it's not working," "watch this," "ooookaaaay," 
When you want something...a certain snack or book and you haven't made up you mind yet which one, you say, "this, this" and point your finger and smile. 
I wish I could record every detail and every memory, but there are far too many and it's only the beginning :). I love life with you Rylan and I can't tell you how blessed I am to be your mom...I feel so unworthy sometimes. I am so thankful for you my sweet, smart, adorable, loving, energetic and so fun little boy! I look forward to each new memory with you, your precious little brother Cullen and your amazing daddy. 
Happy 2 years to you, Rylan Josiah Heck! I pray you grow in wisdom and character each year and that you always know contentment and love. I love you with everything in me.
Mommy

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